Let's stitch it up together, giving all we've got :) .

TO MY DEAREST CLIQUE :
Heeeey, just t let you guys kno, i'm not siding anyone. I'm just trying t make you guys t patch up again. But i don't really kno how. All tt i can do now is t pray. To allow me t believe and t have the faith and courage. Yeah, I'm a christian, i pray more thn you expect.

Yeah, i believe tt you guys would eventually patch up. If you guys didn't kno, we actually have a really strong bond. We hang onto each other in time of need. We always ensure tt each member in the clique gets t be happy. I guess sometimes, i do neglect some of you too. I'm sorry. But most of the time tt we spent together are filled w smiles and laughter. We never did fought this badly. Yeah, i should say tt this is our first clique 'break out'.

But overall, we were all happy w each other. I want t let you guys kno tt i really love you guys and i'm happy t be in this clique. But now, we're missing a important member and it isn't as happy as it used too. You guys might say tt even though we're not a clique at all we'll still be happy. But i don't think so. You guys still remember the times we spent? Aidil's birthday, i still remember clearly. All the singing we did, all remembered. Stayed backs, remembered too. After all our swimming lessons? I still remember tt day after swimming lesson, we guys actually cared abt me and tried t make me happy. And i didn't get t say thanks yet.

Don't you guys want the lives we had before this thing started? I'M NOT BLAMING ANYONE. But i kno i can't get what i want. But i'll say what i want.

- I want the clique t seal and heal the wound tt is left open. And how? I kno, we can patch up by patching back :) .

- I want us t be more open and happy w each other.

- I want us t push away all the bad thoughts.

- I want us t accept all our differences and live w it. I can do it, can you guys do it? I KNO YOU CAN :D ! Whether you're a gay, a lesbian, a unisex, a alien, a human, a shit, a damned thing, a ass, anything.. I'll still accept you.

- I want more understanding between us.

- I want us t learn t just be happy w each other.

Yeah, too much wanting. Now it's the wishing. well, it's almost the same. Just change the want part, t a wish. It'll still sound the same. Okay, i'm making this msg a drag. I'm sorry guys for me and my long story. But it's not a story, it's true! I'm just hoping tt you guys would understand. I kno tt you guys are not happy at all. We just gotta mend this friendship. No one likes losing a friendship cuz i kno how it feels. You guys kno too, right? See, we understand each other so much but the problem is, we don't kno how t 'hear it properly'. We can't just escape this alright? Deal w it people! Okay, i don't really kno how t deal w it either. But in the end, it still all ends up t your decision. Your every step can change everything. If all of us change for the better, we'll in the end benefit and be happy w each other. All i'm going t do later is pray thn get a rest. It's late now.

I kno tt everything will end off okay. Cuz i kno. It's always like this. God bless you people :D . (L) So, what am i going t do now? (I'll try t see if any of the clique's members will respond t what i've just said.) Yeah, you guys are going t decide what's better. Erm, if you think i'm controlling thn nevermind. Just hear me out. Well, you alr did. There, toot. On top ^ You read it liao. I'M NOT JUDGING AR! No use doing tt. But if we need help now, we gotta wait. I took this quote somewhere. But it's something more religious.

' Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, paitently, lovingly, God replied;
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate...
and the Master so gently said, "Wait." (More, but too long) '

Okay, haiz, i hope our fights will vanish and disappear.

Cast your cares upon the Lord, for he cares about you.
- I Peter 5:7

Hahahah, smile guys. I still want us t be together as one :D ! No worries hor :) . Just chillax. Heeeeh :B . Ohh.. Gotta go and print stuff now. ILOVEYOUGUYS! You guys love each other too? AND THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES GUYS!

Every tiny step made by anyone, makes a huge difference. Are we risking?