Something new, probably.

Heeeeeh :D ! Back from Japan. It was cool there. The weather was even better it was awesome! There is some kinda cool sensation. LOL. .__. I'm crazy. ... Anyw, took thousands of picture until memory card in camera full. Need delete those other rotten pictures -.- .. I got t kno tt Hokkaido actually snow for 6 months and the other 6 months are just so called 'without snow'. Woooohoooo, i found out which flower i actually like, it's tt one i took on top, which is the main picture of this blog? It's nice (: . Pst, my sister is in the background. I actually shouted at her t move away. But instead she walked on tt thing over there. But nevermind, she made it look nice anyway :D .

Well, i saw many things. Some ppl might think it's boring as all you can see is mountains, flowers, trees, dumb things, ppl, animals (bears and foxes, Woo, i got t feed them), and other stuff, can't really rmbr. I saw my own puke a few times too. Heeeh, there is seasick, but ever heard of airplane-sick? I had tt -.- .. Puked for many times in the plane, it's all the food fault plus water. The first time i puked, i puked my dinner.. The other time, i puked water. Thn when coming back, i puked all the chicken i ate on the plane .__. . And the time when flying t Singapore, i didn't eat any meals on the plane :D . I didn't even puke! It might be because of the entertainment - movies. I watched loads of them. I watched Valentine's Day (it was great opportunity as my parents would not allow me t watch, obviously, there were weird stuff), The Spy Next Door (it was really funny :D), The Frog Princess? (i didn't really cared what it's called), Alice in Wonderland (thought of watching it again?). Yeah, others were boring so even though there are movies which i watched before, i thought of watching again t kill time. 6 hours in the plane.. Plus another 3. Rough.

Not only went t Japan, i went t Korea too. Just for the shopping actually. Got a shirt (not exactly a shirt), a dress? (not exactly a dress). Mum bought many facial stuff and all tt. I would say, a ton. (Not exactly..) .

I'll just sum everything in my trip cuz, it's a lot of stuff. I went t Japan and Korea. I had fun. I tried t be friendly w everyone. Everyone is mostly aunties and uncles. There are only 3 kids excluding sist and i -.- .. But had fun. Did loads of stuff. I dreaded plane rides and there were many tuberbulance or whatever those stewardess call them. My tour leader told us some ghost stories and i'm scared of hotels and their rooms D: .. But at least there were hot spring :D ! I went for the outdoor one on the last day tt i'll be staying in a hot spring hotel. It's really hot and everyone has t strip naked, >< . The thought of it is disgusting. But i enjoy hot spring (this is lame.) Heeeeh. The hot spring hotels have tatami mats (floor) t sleep on. Kinda cool. Kinda comfortable :D . Ohya, the food. Ate seafood. There is even hands on t cook one of our lunch. The beansprout totally got burnt -.- . Chouta? Haha, everyday for breakfast, i would see scrambled egg and salmon. I WAS THERE FOR RAMEN. But at least i ate ramen a few times. Abt 3? Mostly everything there is either seafood or veges. I guess this is almost everything. I can't really remember either. But i kno i dislike the plane food and smell, which makes me puke =.= ..

Everyone has got a dream to escape from reality.

Where it's suppose to be, is right here.

(:(: ! Had a BOOMING time today :D . It's `1E's , first class outing. It was superdiduper fun. Hahah!

Woke up @ 8
Chiong to bus stop @ 0915
Phoned Aidil @ 930
Realised we were late @ 935
Met Aidil at White Sands Interchange @ 1015?
Chiong for a bus @ 1020
Missed the bus we chiong-ed @ 1024
Waited for the other bus @ 1027
Reached destination @ 1040
Went to K-box! @ 11+?
Sang our hearts out till - 1430
Saw Primary Sch teacher @ 1450
Met Aidil and Aisha @ -- .
Took Neo-Prints (or whatever that is) @ -- ?
Walked to White Sands @ 1600+?
Homed @ 1700+ (: .

Heeeeeeeh, the funny thing abt the group of us at K-Box is tt, only when time was going t be up, we screamed, sang and danced like a bunch of mad ppl. Heeeh :D . Everytime when a person comes in, we'll shut up and stare. Hahah, whatthehell :D ! My toe was hurting like hell and we went for lots of toilet rounds. Hahaha, even though we didn't drink anything tt much. -.- My damned toe. Had a whole lot of fun today. Shanice even thought of the most craziest idea ; Clique go as 1 group t K-Box. Oh, i tell you, after this outing, i gotta huge headache. Haiz.

It's as easy to have a great deal out of it (: .

Make a start.

Teeeeeeeee :B ! Andrea got herself a new gan :D . CHRISLYN JIEJIE ! Heeeeeh :D !! Suddenly felt so excited and happy :D:D !

Just waited for Maple t load and going t play it :] ! It has been weeks since i last touched my account. Heeeeeh :) .

This is going t be a short post :/ . Cuz i've got nothing t crap abt. Haiz. :/ .

Shanice say she's drunk. Puhlease. -.- She's mad. Seriously. Out of her mind! Pssh. Cooool, she skipped SYF. I even talked t her this afternoon and she didn't say anything abt SYF. STF manzxc! (Y) But she really forgot abt it. I just tell her t give the excuse tt she's drunk and so, she can't come. Teacher will be in terrible shock :D ! Maybe even worst, they'll die or give a very stupid police report. " SHE DRANK ALCOHOL! " . Whatthehell.

Got songs from 2 of my brother's CDs. Hahah! Ehh, i wna go liao. Byeeee :D .

You thought that this was ending, but it was just the beginning (: .

Understanding is the other key.

(:(: I feel happy now tt at least our clique responded t what i say :D:D . Okay, so now, guys we understand? Yaaaaye! At least we don't hate each other anymore. Anyway, some of us wasn't involved, but got dragged in. So, yeah, it's over now.

Ahhhh, going overseas :) . This is fun. I can escape from all the Singaporeans and lead a few peaceful days in Japan. That would be cooool :D:D ! I cannot contain my excitement :] . But i'm going t miss the people who i love in Singapore. But, heeeeh, it's not like i'll be there forever :B . The crappy thing abt is tt luggage have t be at a weight tt is expected. The weight is 60kg? Yeah, i think it's enuff. It's like the weight of my mother :X . And my mother is heavy. I can't carry her. (Duh.) -.- , i'm not strong. Gaga.

Teeeeeee :D ! It's early in the morn on Thursday! I stayed up tt early and get t use the compt for a long period of time.

When the winds subside, everything will be alright :) .

Let's stitch it up together, giving all we've got :) .

TO MY DEAREST CLIQUE :
Heeeey, just t let you guys kno, i'm not siding anyone. I'm just trying t make you guys t patch up again. But i don't really kno how. All tt i can do now is t pray. To allow me t believe and t have the faith and courage. Yeah, I'm a christian, i pray more thn you expect.

Yeah, i believe tt you guys would eventually patch up. If you guys didn't kno, we actually have a really strong bond. We hang onto each other in time of need. We always ensure tt each member in the clique gets t be happy. I guess sometimes, i do neglect some of you too. I'm sorry. But most of the time tt we spent together are filled w smiles and laughter. We never did fought this badly. Yeah, i should say tt this is our first clique 'break out'.

But overall, we were all happy w each other. I want t let you guys kno tt i really love you guys and i'm happy t be in this clique. But now, we're missing a important member and it isn't as happy as it used too. You guys might say tt even though we're not a clique at all we'll still be happy. But i don't think so. You guys still remember the times we spent? Aidil's birthday, i still remember clearly. All the singing we did, all remembered. Stayed backs, remembered too. After all our swimming lessons? I still remember tt day after swimming lesson, we guys actually cared abt me and tried t make me happy. And i didn't get t say thanks yet.

Don't you guys want the lives we had before this thing started? I'M NOT BLAMING ANYONE. But i kno i can't get what i want. But i'll say what i want.

- I want the clique t seal and heal the wound tt is left open. And how? I kno, we can patch up by patching back :) .

- I want us t be more open and happy w each other.

- I want us t push away all the bad thoughts.

- I want us t accept all our differences and live w it. I can do it, can you guys do it? I KNO YOU CAN :D ! Whether you're a gay, a lesbian, a unisex, a alien, a human, a shit, a damned thing, a ass, anything.. I'll still accept you.

- I want more understanding between us.

- I want us t learn t just be happy w each other.

Yeah, too much wanting. Now it's the wishing. well, it's almost the same. Just change the want part, t a wish. It'll still sound the same. Okay, i'm making this msg a drag. I'm sorry guys for me and my long story. But it's not a story, it's true! I'm just hoping tt you guys would understand. I kno tt you guys are not happy at all. We just gotta mend this friendship. No one likes losing a friendship cuz i kno how it feels. You guys kno too, right? See, we understand each other so much but the problem is, we don't kno how t 'hear it properly'. We can't just escape this alright? Deal w it people! Okay, i don't really kno how t deal w it either. But in the end, it still all ends up t your decision. Your every step can change everything. If all of us change for the better, we'll in the end benefit and be happy w each other. All i'm going t do later is pray thn get a rest. It's late now.

I kno tt everything will end off okay. Cuz i kno. It's always like this. God bless you people :D . (L) So, what am i going t do now? (I'll try t see if any of the clique's members will respond t what i've just said.) Yeah, you guys are going t decide what's better. Erm, if you think i'm controlling thn nevermind. Just hear me out. Well, you alr did. There, toot. On top ^ You read it liao. I'M NOT JUDGING AR! No use doing tt. But if we need help now, we gotta wait. I took this quote somewhere. But it's something more religious.

' Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, paitently, lovingly, God replied;
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate...
and the Master so gently said, "Wait." (More, but too long) '

Okay, haiz, i hope our fights will vanish and disappear.

Cast your cares upon the Lord, for he cares about you.
- I Peter 5:7

Hahahah, smile guys. I still want us t be together as one :D ! No worries hor :) . Just chillax. Heeeeh :B . Ohh.. Gotta go and print stuff now. ILOVEYOUGUYS! You guys love each other too? AND THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES GUYS!

Every tiny step made by anyone, makes a huge difference. Are we risking?